Dear Summer,
Thank you for showing up after a hard school year. I need time before senior year to recharge. You bring slow summer mornings, a nice pace of life after months of running around every morning to get ready for school. At the beginning of every summer, I make a to-do-list for myself to accomplish by the end of the summer. I am almost certain that there will be some things I will not have gotten to. Please provide grace so I won't be too hard on myself when I realize that some things have been left unfinished.
With all this extra free time, I strive to get closer to God as well. This past week at camp I really experienced God and it makes me want to pursue Him more. This summer I'm going to start spending some quiet time in the morning with God. I pray that I will be given grace to hear what He wants to say to me every morning and be able to apply His words to my daily life.
Summer also means watching America's Got Talent. It's one of my favorite shows because it's very unique. I've seen so many interesting acts. I've also seen some pretty amazing talent too. Last summer I saw some very young singers on the show and they became my inspiration to continue singing. I've also seen acts that used their time on stage to show off their talents for God's glory. They are willing to put down themselves by recognizing that their talent is from God. I'm still learning how to put myself down to follow God.
In a few short weeks, my family is going to explore the West Coast with some friends. I am really looking forward to the trip because I get to travel with friends. (As they say, "The more the merrier") The preparation will be chaotic, but it will be worth it. Our parents have been planning this trip for months. I'm excited to see where their plans will take us.
Lastly, I truly believe that summer is the best opportunity to discover who you are outside of the classroom. I really hope grace will show up and help everyone on their own journey of self-discovery.
Looking forward to big things,
Yahan
Tuesday, July 7, 2015
Monday, July 6, 2015
Camp Judah
This past week I was at Camp Judah. (It's a week long sleepaway Christian camp.) I've been there several times before, but I believe this summer's senior camp was the best camp experience I've ever had (so far anyways). So much has happened during the past few months, I just needed to get away for a week and rest in God's presence. I also enjoyed a week with other teens who also loved God. That was probably what I enjoyed the most. I got to share things with my cabinmates that I normally wouldn't be able to share with my friends back home. I also laughed a lot this week. My favorite part of the week was probably Thursday night right after our annual slip-and-slide. We usually do it in the afternoon, but the directors wanted to switch it up and do it at night instead.
After dinner, all of Team Caleb got together for one last team entrance to the slip-and-slide. While we were getting into our positions, I saw a huge chunk of soap bubbles from the slip-and-slide tumble down the hill towards where we were gathering. I had a mixed reaction to the falling soap. One half of me was thinking "Oh crap, what if it hits us?" the other half was amused that bubbles were rolling down the hill. Unfortunately, the second half of me eventually took over and made it hard for me to not laugh as we were all in line ready to enter the soccer field. The bubbles ended up delaying our entrance by a half an hour, but they were a lot of fun to play with. The actual slip-and-slide was a little annoying though. It was freezing and no one could hear anything that the adults were saying. Even though we were only the third group of cabins to go, we decided to head back to our cabin after because it was getting late. We went to the showers to clean off and then we went to bed.
That's when the fun began (again). Everyone was so tired from the day and the whole week that our brains were just fried. Our counselor stepped out for a shower and we talked for the longest time about the most random things. Because people at camp kept saying a lot of funny things throughout the week, I started writing them down in my notebook. Thursday night held the record for most quotes in the shortest amount of time. (I had written down a handful of them in just a few minutes)
Of course, we talked about Nigel in the midst of our sleepiness. Nigel is a dinosaur that belongs to one of my cabinmates. (I'll post a picture when I transfer it from my camera) He comes up in a lot of our conversations. I'm not sure why, but he always seems to make our cabin laugh.
Another great thing about camp is that I can always guarantee that God will show up at least once throughout the week. Before camp, I was very weak spiritually because of events that had taken place the last few months. Camp allowed me to refocus my mind and my heart back on God. I learned that it's ok if things aren't perfect, that I should always trust God because He knows the whole scope of things that I can't see. I also learned to trust in His strength and not my own. Before camp I was so worried about how I was going to handle all the classes I had on my schedule for this upcoming school year. But at camp, I was reminded of Jeremiah 29:11 and felt God speak to my heart words along the lines of "Don't worry about how past events could impact your future. You can lean on Me and My love to get through this year"
God really used camp to help ease my worries by not only letting me forget and have fun, but also for speaking words into my heart that I desperately needed to hear. This past week will always have a special place in my heart.
After dinner, all of Team Caleb got together for one last team entrance to the slip-and-slide. While we were getting into our positions, I saw a huge chunk of soap bubbles from the slip-and-slide tumble down the hill towards where we were gathering. I had a mixed reaction to the falling soap. One half of me was thinking "Oh crap, what if it hits us?" the other half was amused that bubbles were rolling down the hill. Unfortunately, the second half of me eventually took over and made it hard for me to not laugh as we were all in line ready to enter the soccer field. The bubbles ended up delaying our entrance by a half an hour, but they were a lot of fun to play with. The actual slip-and-slide was a little annoying though. It was freezing and no one could hear anything that the adults were saying. Even though we were only the third group of cabins to go, we decided to head back to our cabin after because it was getting late. We went to the showers to clean off and then we went to bed.
That's when the fun began (again). Everyone was so tired from the day and the whole week that our brains were just fried. Our counselor stepped out for a shower and we talked for the longest time about the most random things. Because people at camp kept saying a lot of funny things throughout the week, I started writing them down in my notebook. Thursday night held the record for most quotes in the shortest amount of time. (I had written down a handful of them in just a few minutes)
Of course, we talked about Nigel in the midst of our sleepiness. Nigel is a dinosaur that belongs to one of my cabinmates. (I'll post a picture when I transfer it from my camera) He comes up in a lot of our conversations. I'm not sure why, but he always seems to make our cabin laugh.
Another great thing about camp is that I can always guarantee that God will show up at least once throughout the week. Before camp, I was very weak spiritually because of events that had taken place the last few months. Camp allowed me to refocus my mind and my heart back on God. I learned that it's ok if things aren't perfect, that I should always trust God because He knows the whole scope of things that I can't see. I also learned to trust in His strength and not my own. Before camp I was so worried about how I was going to handle all the classes I had on my schedule for this upcoming school year. But at camp, I was reminded of Jeremiah 29:11 and felt God speak to my heart words along the lines of "Don't worry about how past events could impact your future. You can lean on Me and My love to get through this year"
God really used camp to help ease my worries by not only letting me forget and have fun, but also for speaking words into my heart that I desperately needed to hear. This past week will always have a special place in my heart.
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